Wow i’m so over the whole staying-up-late-for-the-sake-of-football-match phase. I guess when my bestfriend (whom i used to stay up and watch football with) passed away, the obsession got buried along with him which i find odd, because i was REALLY crazy about football even before we were friends and now when other people try to get me to watch football, i’m just like.. meh i’d rather watch Glee (i freaking hate Glee) and i get annoyed with obsessive football fans (and the fact that i was one of the obsessive ones) maybe this is growing up maybe i have just grown out of it but yeah i wonder if my love for football will ever be sparked again because i miss the adrenaline rush i get upon watching it and truth be told, i just miss my bestfriend so much, it hurts.